I'm BACK!!!!!!DAY 33
Aug 10, 2018
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let me know how you guys think about
that for tonight we're just gonna do
this way because it was like I don't
know I don't know why my the dynamic of
my life changed anyways oh my gosh
I feel so much better like it really
just took a complete toll on me being
sick like I just for some reason it just
I guess because I you know I'm wanting
so bad to come so far in my journey and
I'm expecting it to happen like
overnight and I think that that is where
I'm kind of like struggling a little
because I keep having to remind myself
like Amy you know you didn't become fat
overnight and you're not gonna become
skinny tomorrow
like it's not gonna happen and mm-hmm so
you know I just I kind of was getting a
little discouraged I guess you know I
that's probably the easiest way to say
this I was really getting a little
discouraged because I just felt like you
know the first week I lost 16 pounds
you know the second week I had a good
weight loss and then it just kept going
and then last week I only had two pounds
and then I got on this scale today cuz I
thought you know I just want to check
kind of where I'm at because I feel a
little swollen just a little bit
um so I thought yeah you know I probably
best just to get on the scale and kind
of check where I'm at and so I went
ahead and did that and it didn't show me
as much numbers I was anticipating for
it to do and I kind of got a little bit
bummed and then all he was like you know
Amy you have to really realize like you
know you you're being way too hard on
yourself
like you're sick you've been you know
you're trying to get better and you know
you're eating very well but your body is
you know it's fighting two different
infections so of course your body is
just like hello I don't know what you're
planning on doing here but ya need to
settle down and so I kind of had to take
a step back and remind myself that this
is a journey and it's definitely you
know I am NOT gonna lose my weight
overnight now does that mean oh because
I'm not gonna lose my weight overnight
I'm gonna go and have chimichangas and
you know a little bit of this in a
little bit of that no no not at all
because it still that wouldn't be
justifying the fact of what I'm trying
to do and also that's not gonna get me
where I want initially where I want to
be so um you know I after really
thinking about it and telling myself
these things I really got feeling better
just you know kind of in that emotional
state you know I just was feeling like
refreshed again like you know what okay
let's let's have fun with this like it's
not something bad and it's just because
I you know there may be weeks like I had
said in the previous time so maybe weeks
or I only lose a pound and that's okay
like I'm it's okay it's not it's nothing
bad and it doesn't mean just because I
only lost a pound or I didn't lose any
doesn't mean I'm failing it just means
that my body is just maybe holding
something or I need to amp up my
movement or whatever needs to happen at
that moment um I will say though that I
have drink like I was saying these I
couldn't tell you how many in the last
two days
literally that I have gotten down I feel
like I could probably turn into a
goldfish right now but the weird thing
is is as much as I'm drinking in I'm not
pushing it out so that's a little bit of
a concern to me because I'm just
thinking hmm I should be on the toilet a
lot more a lot more than I have been and
so I'm just kind of watching to see
what's going on there and you know I've
already talked my doctor he can't he
well he already knows what's going on
and I'm on antibiotics which of course
you know sometimes you can retain water
with that and that could possibly be
causing me not to go to the bathroom as
much so we'll see where everything lies
but I'm just taking one day at a time
today felt fantastic I got up I took a
shower I washed my hair I stood in the
shower for like oh gosh like 30 minutes
just standing there just letting the
water just run on me the hot water and I
just felt so good and then I got out and
I went in the kitchen and cleaned up and
then I moved into the the laundry room
and I just started cleaning I cleaned
down right I don't know if I'm the only
person but I hate when there was like
dust and stuff all over my my dryer my
washer I can't stand it but my husband
bless his little heart he's a man so
he'll do the laundry but he forgets
about the tops so I took some sanitizer
wipes and wiped all that down dusted
everything down I swept the floor while
I cleared out the floors of like all the
laundry baskets swept the floors have
mopped the floors and as I'm doing that
I'm thinking I seriously should have
recorded this I swear it heavens every
time every time I'm getting ready to do
it I'm just like oopsy
so but I totally scrubbed that whole
room my back was killing me by the time
I was done but it felt great to get up
and actually move around and do
something and then I finished cleaning
up the kitchen and I've been doing
laundry all day so honestly today has
just been a fantastic
stick date and thank you guys for all
the messages and concerns and thoughts
and prayers I really appreciate it
because that was a rough couple of days
but I am filling this home I'm filling
back to myself again I'm just like you
so I'm hoping that for the rest of the
rest of the week we can continue to move
forward and get out of this nasty funk
than I've been in because of being so
sick um but yeah so it was it was a
really good day and we had to do a
little bit of running around but not a
whole lot which I guess you could say it
was nice because I got to stay at home
and still focus on things that need to
be done here and still be able to rest
and not do too much because they don't
want to set myself back so yeah I just I
was really excited that I had a really
good day and I like I said I'm feeling a
lot better and that makes a big
difference and that makes a big
difference on this attitude yeah
really quick I thought this would be
kind of fun I've done once I've done one
once before um it was a Q&A; and it was
its own separate video but I thought it
would be kind of fun to do this tonight
really quick just just a few not I'm not
saying I have to do all of them but I
thought you know every now and then just
to kind of do these questionnaires it
gets you guys to know a little more in
depth about me about things that I don't
think about sharing or talking about and
so I thought well you know why not so I
have some questions I'm just gonna run
through and ask myself I'll be the UM
I'll be the person to ask and I'll be
the person to answer but it's fun I
enjoy doing these so number one are you
named after anyone I've already answered
that one once before but I'll just run
through a really quick I was named after
someone in my middle name so it's Amy
Leigh Leigh is for my grandpa my
great-grandpa my grandpa and then me and
then my father's middle name is Leon so
together they combined did it and came
up with a melee and I really wish my
parents would have followed through with
they had said which was Emily and it
should have been Emily a mal ee as my
first full name I love that name and I
wanted to name my daughter that my
husband's like now like why but yeah
anyways I guess I could change it if I
wanted to but too much work when was the
last time you cried
oh gosh do you guys really want to know
yesterday Oh yesterday but it was
because I wasn't feeling good so I was
quite emotional during that time but it
wasn't for anything really bad it was
just me feeling bad for myself do you
have kids you all know that answer um
number four if you were another person
would you be a friend of yourself of
course I would honestly to be honest
with you I you know I don't like to toot
my own horn but I can honestly say that
the personality that I have I would I if
I would be the same person I would love
my personality because I think that I am
pretty easygoing I can pretty much put
myself in any position and work around
anything so I would I I think I would
enjoy being my own friend and I already
am number five do you use sarcasm what
do I love you guys number six what's the
first thing you'd noticed about people
this is gonna sound a little on the
creepy side but I notice your teeth
teeth it is I don't know why but I don't
when you if you were to ask me about my
husband and you asked him without even
him knowing this question if you said
what is the first thing Amy noticed
about you he will say my teeth that is
what drew me and that is what got me
that is what made me absolutely just
love his looks is his teeth I will
insert a picture in a second and I will
show you a picture that I fell in love
with when I fell in love with him
here it is
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so teeth teeth it is what is your eye
color my color is blue I got my eye
color from my daddy
uh scary movie are happy indeed I used
to be a scary movie type of person but
as I've gotten older I kind of changed
and I really like happy Indians comedy
family drama but not I really not into
the horror I will watch it once in a
while but it's not like it's all the
time I don't know why favorite smells I
would have to say after I would give my
babies their baths
I would rub them down with a calming
lotion and I was chamomile and and to
this day we still use that baby soap on
our babies and I actually watched myself
with it and I even use the lotion on all
of the babies and myself I never did
what's the furthest you've ever been
from home Egypt that is the farthest
other than that it's always been pretty
much organ in Washington Oh in
California but the furthest would be
Egypt by far number 11 do you have any
special talents no I don't think so I
guess it could be a special talent to be
myself but no don't number 12 where were
you born I was born in Portland Oregon
I'm a Portland organ baby
number 13 what's your zodiac sign I
don't do those not anything like against
are like what we believe I just too much
to read on number 14 what are your
hobbies well I've shared this one before
kind of but arts and crafts doing mine
so wean and my biggest hobby is now
YouTube yeah
someone wants their father
number 15 do you have any pets no it's
big No
number 16 do you have any siblings fair
question but I choose not to answer that
one number 17 what do you want to be
when you grow up well considering the
fact that I haven't grown up yet and the
world is bigger than ever
um I'm still searching I am still
searching what I want to be when I
become older I don't know yet because
once my babies go to school full-time
mama is gonna probably go back to school
and I just don't know what I want to do
yet so we'll see future can only tell us
a little who was your first best friend
so my very very very first best friend
that I will never forget it was her name
was Lisa and we were four and five I
believe and her father and my mother
were best friends they weren't
boyfriend/girlfriend but they were best
friends and so we spent all the time
together all the time
and we stayed in contact until I was
seven when I got taken from the state
and that just crushed my little heart
but my mom actually just recently told
me she found Lisa on Facebook but I'm
not sure if I want to visit that
relationship again so the second-best
friend that I've ever had was her name
was Julie Ann and
she was my very very very very best
friend in the fifth grade and we are
still friends on Facebook how tall are
you
number 19 I am five five and a half and
we have to add the half because my
husband makes sure to say half but
otherwise I say I'm five five me goes oh
no five and a half by five and a half
men 20 what is the least favorite thing
about yourself I would say the least
favorite thing about myself would be my
self-confidence I wish I had more
confidence that I can do anything if I
put my mind a hundred percent to it now
I have been proving to myself that I can
do that because if I want something bad
enough I will try and figure it out and
I'm doing a lot better on that but if I
sell self-doubt myself in other areas I
will not push myself I will just hide it
and forget it so I think that that would
be my least the least thing that I like
is I wish I had more self-confidence
that I can manage anything that I put my
mind to number 21 funniest moment
throughout school I don't think I have
anything really not that I can remember
I was taken out of school pretty young
into to my school time that I can like
really visually like remember so I don't
really have any stories of that huh
number 22 how many countries have you
visited Egypt number twenty-three what
was your favorite worse subject in high
school well considering the fact that I
did not go to high school because I was
taken out of school so I the the subject
Dean kind of was different once I was
taken out of school but my favorite
subject in school at all was history
I loved history I could do history all
my life number 24 what is your favorite
drink animal or both what is your
favorite drink animal and perfume okay
so favorite drink I would probably say
if if I have to say something then I'm
stuck on right now would be ice water
added with the drops of raspberry so its
flavored raspberry water love it animal
if I was able to choose any animal that
I would be able to have I would say
either a monkey because I've always
wanted a monkey I actually look to see
if we can have him in Oregon and they
stopped allowing them to be an organ and
a chihuahua because I had a chihuahua at
one time in my measure she was a teacup
she was a tea bitty perfume too many to
tell but um yeah I don't really have a
certain one that I can really say number
25 what would you or have you named your
children okay well oldest one Jeremiah
my second one is Omar my third one is
espera so there is that number 26 what
sport do you play have you played well
if you want to say sport I guess you
could say I well yeah it was a sport I
did ballet and gymnastics and I
absolutely loved it
don't I look like I'm a dancer and a
gymnastic gymnastics person no um I
loved it when I did it though I I had a
blast and actually I was really hurt I
was really really good at it at one time
number 27 who are some of your favorite
youtubers that's a good question so I
have I have a few my ultimate favorite
youtuber
well I have I have a few um first one
I'll say is Tammy Slaton i watch her all
the time
second I would say probably Amy Slaton
is another one that I watch all the time
but the ones that I watched prior that I
have been followers uh for a long time
the first one would be H Kitty 1120 her
name is Melissa and she does daily vlogs
and then she also has a beauty channel i
watch her religiously every night I wait
for her vlogs and I'm a little sad
because she just updated us that she's
not gonna be able to do daily vlogs
starting like the middle of September
ish because she's going back to work
like not full-time but part time because
her babies are going all into school and
so I was just like oh no I love her
channel so I really am hoping to
continue to be able to see a lot of her
because well she's I just absolutely
love her channel um Tiffany
beastin is another one that I watch
religiously right now she's doing daily
vlogs because she is on baby watch
because she is due to have her little
girl Ella
any day now like pretty much any day now
so but she does like cleaning videos and
DIYs and cooking videos just a little of
everything she's she's a mother of all
trades um let's see amber lynn reed is
another one that i watch every single
day i absolutely I just you know I love
these girls these women they are amazing
they all have their strong points and
they all have their lower points but you
know the the nice thing about it is none
of them hide what their lower points are
they don't fake like they have this
perfect life that just never gets hard
or you know you know it's just I really
enjoy because I feel like I'm really
watching real people and not somebody
that's putting
Picon and that makes me feel good so
yeah those are a few that I really enjoy
um let's see how many girlfriends
boyfriends have you had actually to be
honest with you zero zero
no boyfriends 29 favorite memory from
childhood that is a hard question but
the one that comes to mind me I guess it
would be kind of a sad part but the big
good part
so me and my my mom we moved into a
house and there are some kids playing in
the front yard of this new house and
there was a tree swing well we were uh
playing with this tree and this tree
swing was like a piece of wood just
hooked with string and the kids were
throwing it I decided to be the target
and wasn't being attention walked out in
front of the tree swing and bam snapped
to the back of my head and OH
I'll never forget the pain like I
seriously I do not remember if I blacked
out because it was so bad and so I I was
just crying and crying and crying so my
mom took me to Target and I'll never
forget that was the night I got my very
first Cabbage Patch so I ended up in a
good a good way but starting over that's
about I was thinking oh we'll get
through this so that would be my
favorite childhood memory number thirty
thirty how would you describe your
fashion sense pretty plain pretty plain
I don't wear makeup um I have a bag of
makeup and I thought about actually
trying to apply it on camera one day and
show you guys that I look like a clown
after I'm done but
no I'm not really into fashion fashion
but you know I like to always dress nice
and I always like to carry myself good
because you know the way that I feel is
even though you are a big person there's
no reason to dress like you are like you
have no no sense of any nice clothes or
fashion so I'm not really a fashion a
person but I like to dress nice what
phone do you have Android or a iPhone I
have an iPhone 8 plus and let's just say
I'm really hoping that when September
comes
I'm husband as you're watching this
video I would love to give it love to
get an upgrade because uh this phone is
just a little on the heavy side
I don't wanna drop those hints in
somewhere number 32 tell us one of your
bad habit Oh
bad habit picking my lips when I'm
really really stressed or biting my
nails those are the two bad things I got
these ones kind of growing a little bit
yeah these ones are like I don't know if
you can see it but yeah I might turn out
bad okay
thirty four three things that make you
happy my babies my husband and you guys
honestly that's the truth 35 how is your
relationship with your parents well my
father's deceased so there's that
relationship and my mom or mediocre 36
what's on your mind you guys and hoping
to get through this before my phone dies
37 what's your talent oh um I would say
my talent right now would be hopefully
being able to do really good YouTube
videos for you guys and that I'm
entertaining to you all and yeah about
that works thirty-eight one word that
describes you
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hello well I can't say living on the
edge coz that's many many words in one
can't say easygoing cuz that's too happy
I'm happy as of right now I'm not on
with my kids yet um
third thirty-nine what's your favorite
quotes um she believes she could so she
did that is my favorite quote and my
second favorite quote is today is the
last day for new beginnings say that
slowly today is the last day of new
beginnings meaning before I started this
journey every day was gonna be a new
beginning we're gonna have a new start a
new starting weight a new program a new
eating journey this and that it so every
day was a new journey but today today is
the very last day of new beginnings
because we're not gonna have any more
new beginnings because we're gonna stay
on track like that huh forty ne pense
already asked that question now forty
one way is the furthest you've been from
okay these are all repeats forty-three
are you left-handed or right-handed I'm
actually both I can do with both 44 do
you consider yourself a good cook
no negative 45 does your name have a
special meaning it means me 46 if money
were no object what would you get for
your next birthday
oh my birthday's in a couple days hmm
so I would say a new phone some new
clothes
47 if you can live anywhere in the world
where would it be
undecisive at this moment because we're
talking about that 48 what's your
favorite thing to have for breakfast
honestly right now what I've been eating
and it's my favorite it's cottage cheese
and toast 49 what's your favorite
favorite gadget I guess I would say my
phone 50 what's your longest
relationship so far my marriage going on
nine nine years so yeah we got through
it it was fifty questions with two
repeats don't know why that happened
okay anyways yeah that was fun I am so
glad that I decided to do that um I hope
you hope you guys enjoyed it as much as
I did but yeah today was a great day
honestly honestly honestly I am so
hoping that we continue up a nice good
heal and don't have any more because I
have been doing so good health-wise and
I just don't have time to be sick
anymore so I am kicking this infection
out not letting to come back in and move
it on so anyways tomorrow is a new day
for no new beginning because I've
already started um but I hope you guys
have a wonderful wonderful wonderful day
tomorrow enjoy this video and I will see
you guys tomorrow
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